I need to train more people to do doctor stuff so that I'm not the only one doing doctor stuff, so unfortunately I do kinda have to work harder in hopes of someday having a break. Although that is a great idea—maybe we can convince some to move here, but I don't want you working any harder than you already do. Don't be like me! Look how many greys I have! Undereye bags for days!!

Hell yeah! Khaki's a terrible colour anyway, nobody looks good in it.

Please never tone anything down! I would never bully you into being less You—I love you just the way you are! I love your extroversion, even if I can't always match your energy (I guess you can tell I'm overwhelmed and overstimulated a lot?). I try to force myself to be outgoing/funny/friendly so that people feel more at ease/like me/don't chase me off with pitchforks, but I think it comes off as a little unhinged sometimes? Meanwhile, you're a natural! So please, never think there's anything wrong with you, when the problem is always unilaterally me and my weird energy. I'm just built wrong! And the apocalypse has made it worse! So tl;dr: it's never you, it's always me.

I'm glad I can bring you some peace! Sorry if writing you like, 17 million paragraphs has made you feel any less peaceful, somehow. I get excited, blabbing at you. I'm not scared of you chasing me off with a pitchfork!